Tuesday, September 16, 2008

My Hero [a friendster survey]

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag 6 people.

Are you male or female?
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne [avrilata.:p]

Describe yourself.
If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield [okayy??..]

What do people feel when they're around you?
Always Be My Baby - David Cook [i act like a child?:p]

Describe your current relationship.
Disturbia - Rihanna [i'm going crazy now, i don't have a "current relationship".:p]

Where would you like to be now?
This is Me - Demi Lovato ft. Joe Jonas [i wanna be with JOE JONAS right NOWW!!:D]

How do you feel about love?
Baby It's You - Jojo ft. Bow Wow [parang isang ride sa amusement park na nasa mtv ng song na to.]

What's your life like?
Bye bye - Mariah Carey [i just lost somebody, my bestfriend, my man.. i haven't had the chance to even say goodbye. :( i never knew i could hurt like this.. :'(]

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Your Love - Alamid [oyea. i wish he'd love me. nakss!! :)) ]

Say something wise.
Incomplete - Dru Hill & Sisqo [eventhough it seems you have everything, life without love is incomplete.(oha.:p)]

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Canon Rock [if it's good, i'd say it rocks.:p]

How would you describe yourself?
Walk Away - Paula DeAnda [eventhough I've "moved on", it gets so hard to walk away.. :p]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Forget About Me - Little Bit [listen to the chorus na lang, okay? the opposite is what i like. :)]

How do you feel today?
Brighter - Paramore [it's not this hard, it's not this hardd! :D]

What is your life's purpose?
Dangerous - Akon ft. Kardinal Offishall [dangerous, dangerous, this girl is a bad girl. haha lol.]

What is your motto?
Pressure - Paramore [lahat ng problema may solution. kung di mo masolusyonan, di yan problema, prinoproblema mo lang. :)]

What do your friends think of you?
Till i Found You - Freestlye [i was alone not long ago.. :p]

What do you think of your parents?
Tattoo - Jordin Sparks [they're in my heart just like a tattoo. :)]

What do you think about very often?
Miss Independent - Neyo [i think about my future, and how i'll get the things i want. :)]

What is 2 + 2?
Do You - Neyo [okayy..? whatever.]

What do you think of your best friend?
Love Team - Itchyworms [haha! love teams kami e.:)]

What do you think of the person you like?
Pilit - Hilera [pinipilit kong magpakasaya, pinipilit kong patawarin sya. pinipilit kong magpakaiba.. :p]

What is your life story?
No Ordinary Love - MYMP [yess. my life isn't ordinary.:) my boyfriend's a vampire named Edward Cullen. haha lol.:)]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Dear God - Avanged Sevenfold [okayy..?:p]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Forever - Chris Brown [nice.:p]

What will they play at your funeral?
Think of Laura - MYMP [gawin na lang na Think of Justin.:)]

What is your hobby/interest?
Doing Too Much - Paula DeAnda [laging busy..?]

What is your biggest fear?
Take A Bow - Rihanna [i HATE liars, i don't fear them.]

What is your biggest secret?
If You're Not the One - Daniel Bedingfield [if you're not the one, then i am.;p]

What do you think of your friends?
Baby It's You - Jojo ft. Chris Brown [they're like my babies??..okay?..:p]

What will you post this as?
My Hero - Paramore [did you know, this is actually a song of praise? true!:) ]

Friday, September 12, 2008

New Moon: Bella's counting days just to be with Edward again.. :)

At this point in my life, I feel like i cant go on anymore.
At this point of my life, I wanna quit and not do anything.
At this point of my life, I feel like nobody cares.
At this point in my life, Nobody has been through what I have at such a young age.
Nobody has seen/done/heard/experienced/said anything that i have.
And at this point in life I think that if I just walked away from this all it would be just fine.
And nobody would care.
Nobody would complain, it would all just be ok.
He doesn't understand what i feel for him.
My life for him is longer then a life time, eternity, and so on.
My love will always be here for him.
I wanna spend my whole life with him.
He's the one who makes me happy, he's the one who pushes me to do things i later thank him for.
Yes I have my problems with him.And yes i hate him at points.
But i love him.
Love is love, Hate is hate.
And what we have is something unexplainable.
I wouldn't be able to explain if i tried.
I spill my heart out with love hoping my heart will soon heal.
Hoping that soon he will come rescue me from this pain i feel.
I just want him to hold me in his arms and tell me everything will be ok.
Because when im with him, anything is possible.
I feel like im somewhere i have never been before.
And i love the feeling. I love him. Love isn't the word.
There's no word in the human dictionary for my love to him.
My heart wants him. No my heart needs him.
My heart would be broken again and again like it has been before if he leaves me forever.
I feel like im loosing him at times.
And at other times i feel like we're just getting closer.
I wanna stay with him.I would be perfectly fine if i had to spend my whole life with him.
I would give up almost anything to be with him in his arms.
I love him i love him.
I can't say it enough, no matter how many times i do he will never understand it.
All i ask is for him to fucking understand my love for him...
Maybe one day he will and he'll feel the same way back.
Or maybe he will never understand and never feel the same way.
But now im counting the days till me and him will be an " us " again.



[this is from Xanga; and this is in no way affiliated with Stephenie Meyer and her works.ΓΌ]

Saturday, September 6, 2008

If a Man Wants You

By: Salma Rumman
from: http://tonytoni.multiply.com

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay.

Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be.

Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t "be friends".
A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend.

Don’t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don’t stay because you think "it will get better."
You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.

Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant,why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.

If something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything.
He will use it against you later.

You cannot change a man’s behavior.
Change comes from within.

Don’t EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else’s man. Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you allow him to treat you. All men are not dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.

You need time to heal between relationships... There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to complete you. A relationship consists of two whole individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary.

Dating is fun; even if he doesn’t turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always know where you are, and you’re always readily available to him—he takes it for granted.

Don’t fully commit to a man who doesn’t give you everything that you need.Keep him in your radar but get to know others.